Saturday, June 24, 2006

Summer Update.

So here is the rundown for the summer. I started working at Bad Ass Coffee in Five Points, now I am hardly working at Bad Ass Coffee. Summer school has been ok. ARTS 102 has been fun. ASTR 111 is awful. The time constraints have killed me and I won't be able to do well enough in it to keep my University Scholarship and Life Scholarship. Yep. It sucks alot. Anyways I've been getting more and more involved with Midtown and that's been going well. In the fall I will be leading a freshman guys' life group. I am really looking forward to it. I just hope the Lord prepares my heart and works in me hardcore to be sure that I don't blow at it. Again I am conflicted between Graphic Design and Journalism. I want to do both, but do I want to double major? that is the main question now (sorry i gave up on capitalization, its easier this way). living with jeremy and bailey has been great and i love those guys. chewie is also pretty much living with us and thats been fun. Sensai got back from lebanon this week and we'll be seeing him for the first time in 50 days tomorrow. im excited. thats pretty much brings you up to date.

ive come to the conclusion that humans really are social creatures. and that being lonely is a horrible state to be in. i know and i am glad that Christ completes me and never leaves me. i just wish it always felt that way. i cant lie, i am also waiting for the day when i meet my wife, it will just be a while. but if it wasnt for lonliness would we even know we were broken creatures and were missing something? i think that in feelin alone we realize that we need something more, something to fill us up. and this is where alot of people get it wrong, they start looking for completeness in things of this world; alcohol, drugs, sex, but they wont find it. none of those things fill you up. they empty you. oh the glory in Christ, being willing and able to fix our broken hearts. i would truly be messed up with out Him.